Premonitions.

Who said seeing the future is fun? It’s not or maybe, it’s just me who always get a premonition for something that I don’t wish to happen.
 
It’s always about someone that is close to my heart. A death of a friend’s mother, a friend’s break up, something that is an answer to my question about someone (which is not resulted in a positive answer), and so on.
 
Sometimes it comes in form of a dream, sometimes it’s just a strong feeling about something that I know would happen. I thought maybe it was a sign of something that might happen in the future that I need to prepare myself or maybe my friend to deal with it, but then again, it can be so random that I don’t even know why I’m getting it.
 
There are days when I’m having dreams and sometimes I wonder whether it’s a premonition or not, especially the sweet ones, but I know better that every premonition always comes with a queasy feeling in my tummy and it’s never sweet. I wish, most of the time, that at least for once, I’d have a premonition about something good. About something sweet.
 
Maybe, you don’t need to be prepared for something good,  but you will always need to be prepared for something bad.
 
Maybe, I think so.