Broken and Fixed.

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
....
....

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

.Fix You -Coldplay.

I love that song. It feels so hopeful that there is someone who is willing to cope up with my brokenness and help me to fix it.

The thing is...once something or someone is broken, nothing is ever be the same again.

When you fix a broken glass, trying to put all the pieces together, it might look as if it's whole again but if you pay attention you can somehow see the broken lines. the scars from where it was once broken.

It is made whole but it will never be the same.

Broken people, broken trust, broken relationship, broken heart and other things broken in our lives might never be the same again no matter how hard we wish they would still be the same.

Yet to accept the change would still be a choice that all of us should make. It's either we move on, we stop believing or we try again.

One thing I also learn, we can't fix broken people. Only they have the power to fix themselves. We can help them picking all the pieces but we can't put all the pieces together.

Each of us has the broken part and no one can fix us but ourselves. Only we know what we once had before we are broken and unless we are willing to try to get what was lost from us we would never be able to fix the broken part.

Speaking of scars, they will always be there as a reminder of what we've been through. They are a lesson we will never forget although we might already forgive.

The scars, the broken lines...they are the sign that we were once broken but we survived and we recover.

Yes, we will always recover and become stronger.