Day One : God is listening.

“I love the LORD because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy. Because he bends down to listen, I will pray as long as I have breath!” - Psalms 116:1-2 NLT

After series of rocking ups and downs, I finally decided to get back to where I suppose to be, His way, God's way.

It's been a while since I soak into His presence and seriously seeking His face. My heart has been filled with bitterness and lots of disappointments for years that I do think I need a heart surgery and I know that I need to deal with some issues in my life that I cannot deal with my own strength. 

Thus, I start on a fasting week. 

The purpose is to seek His face, to align and synchronizing myself with His purpose in my life and to re-focus on whatever plan He has for my life.

I know God is listening to my every cry, to my yearning soul and to my aching heart, but sometimes, it's so hard to understand what's going on and where everything is going. 

I know that God cares about every little thing in my life, He always sends His comfort in ways that my soul would understand, His fingerprints are all over my life but I have to admit that "me of little faith" still have the struggle in life to understand His plans and time for certain areas and struggles.

Yet, I will tirelessly pray, I will bring my case to His court and leave not until The King of Heaven holds out His gold specter and give me His favor and mercy.  

I know He listens. He always does.