Beautiful.

a good friend of mine (that I fondly thought as a brother) once gave me this song, telling me that everytime he listened to this song, it reminded him of me. ever since, every time the insecurities try to break me down, I always listen to this song and thought of what he said to me and I find myself standing taller and stronger. 

I have so many issues hanging on my head recently, things that sometimes weight me down and making me lose my confidence. Struggling with emotions and constant self-loathe and rejection over some situations sometimes I find it hard to believe that such thing as True Love ever exist, when it seems like I always go for the wrong person and end up hurting myself, feeling I'm not good enough for anyone, when the going gets really tough and I just lost my faith in the so called love. 

funny that now I heard my friend's words echoing in my head, "I know you will find your prince on the white horse, he might find it hard to get through the Jakarta's traffic with his horse (I might as well find a certain pleasure to honk at him if he pass in front of me), but he'll be very lucky to have you." and with this song he's giving, I have my chin up and daresay to the world, "I am beautiful and nothing's gonna get me down!" *smile*