2010 to 2011.

"A new year & a new beginning. 2010 was a year of "testing" & 2011 is the year of "transition" for those who passed the test. 11:11" - jaeson ma.

as i read that tweet from jaeson ma i understood then why things were happening in 2010. it was a rough year i might say. i sat down with two friends this afternoon and we talked about a lot of stuffs, catching up on each other's life and it was true that 2010 was the year of testing and 2011 is the year of transition.

each of us were hardly beaten by the problems that totally hit our weaknesses. as for me it was the matter of the heart and only God knows how hard it hit me :p but then, at the end of the year things were like over for us and we knew what's going on and what to do next. it was totally like grace. my prayer to God was to cry no more over the same matter of the heart and He totally gave me strength for it. I know He's been seeing my tears and counting them.

it was a hard year indeed, but after it passed, it feels like..nothing is going to hold me now. 

and 2011, is a year of transition. in the first week on January, my department head told me that i would be rotated to another department (yet still under the same division). it was long predicted and finally implemented :p i didn't know what to expect anyway. it was a bit sad because i had great friends in the current department and i got to learn a lot from my new team leader and new colleague, what makes it harder was because i have to move to another building :'( but oh well, let's just take this as a new challenge. i'm up for anything and consider this as a new experience. i know that in this other department i won't be as hectic as before so it would give me a loose chance to enrol myself to a school or course that will further enhance my knowledge with a hope for a better job :D

i also made a decision to make a transition from the old community that i've joined for almost 7 years now to a new community. i was so excited to know that they actually have a community for photographers now that i'm learning it. lol! this year, i'm going to fight for my life and for the passion and calling God has given for me. i know i'm destined to be EXTRAORDINARY so then, i refuse to be ORDINARY. ye-ye-ye-yeahhhh!!! :D