Dear Future Valentine.

I know that it's wayyyy past the date and season, but I've just looked at some old posts on my facebook notes and found this note that I wrote on Valentine's day about a year ago, it reminded me of my prayers for my future husband that I haven't been praying for, for quite a long time :')

** just for the sake of the season lemme be cheesy for a while :p

Dear Future Valentine,

well, i have no idea yet who are you or where are you now. yet, one thing i'm sure of is that God has His perfect moment for us. i fancy no idea of finding you actually because i would love to be found instead, i want you to fight for me and love me in the way i deserve to be loved. thus, turn on your gps darling and find me through Him :)

i pray that God will make you strong through every time of your life, when storm comes and things are heavy to bear. i pray that you will never trade your vision and dream from God in your life, i pray that you will never lose the passion and keep on going even when things get tough. hang in there, i'll be there beside you soon and we will walk the tough times together. you, me and of course God. 

i pray that i might become the right woman for you. may God help me to become a stronger and better person so i can always support you, love you and cherish you. 

i pray that within the time, we will never stop growing in God, we will love Him deeper each day and we will have the strength and will to be a blessing for other people as well. i pray that we would learn how to love and also be loved. i pray that when the time comes, we would love God even more for He has brought us into the moment.  

i pray for your family and mine, i pray that God will also work on both our families so when the time comes, everything will collide into a beautiful moment as our families give us their blessings. 

i don't ask for perfection, but i ask for character and by all means, i pray that God will get me into process to be the right woman for you as He is going to get you into process to be the right man for me. i pray that both of us will only be satisfied by God's love alone and that what we will have would be a bonus to that :)

i pray that within the time, we would both living the life to the fullest, chasing our calling in God and focus in what we need to do in life. that we would make our lives as singles to the max until we're ready to enter the next season together. 

i pray that both of us will have the grace to accept each other with all the past, scars and weaknesses as strong as we accept each other's strengths. i pray that we won't have a future determined by what has happened in the past but by what we have in the present. i pray for healing for our past wounds so nothing will haunt our future.

i pray that God will always take care of you and guide you in every step that you take including finding the way for you to find me :)

until then, my dear future valentine, whoever and wherever you are, i will try to guard my heart well and keep myself only for you. happy valentine's day!